Sunday, December 29, 2013

Walk it out

Well it's early in the morning on the last Sunday of this year and I'm wide awoke sharing some moments with my Husband in Heaven and my earthly Husband. My focus isn't on long-term goals at the moment right now I'm focused on meeting a specific set of short-term goals that are not just for the betterment of my family but, for others. God has been bubbling up so much in me throughout the year that I finally submitted and have been writing these things down. I love how God uses the most unlikely people to do extraordinary things. So be extraordinary no matter what your outer circumstances look like God will get His Glory out of your life when you surrender it to Him. One thing I had to fight through was missing out on church for a few months and going through my own unique issues as a result. In all of it I was allowing guilt and condemnation to keep me standing still. I finally got through that and have a desire to fellowship. Yes you can lose your desire to fellowship if you allow your circumstances to speak louder than God. Did I backslide? No, I allowed myself to get out of fellowship due to issues that needed to be dealt with, Gods Word is true, all things work together for good.

Friday, December 27, 2013

Hillsong UNITED Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) Lyric Video

Long time no see......

This is the book I'm studying from for my LVN Test.
Wow, it's been a long time since I took a minute to drop some thoughts on this blog and turns out I have missed it more than I realized.  2013 was a monster year for me, I had lots of experiences that caused me to look at myself instead of others around me and truly become accountable to God and myself for the actions in my life that have lead me to this point. First off I started the year with what I thought was my "career" and I learned a lot about the business world first hand and that is they will use you just like anyone else will if you allow it. I also learned that just because it's your job doesn't mean it's your life, you can set boundaries and let them know you deserve respect and honesty even if you aren't at the top of their social ladder. God has intervened in a mighty way turning what others may say was a good situation bad by allowing me to be released from the job that I had. I called it a job instead of career because I realized I didn't want to do what I was doing anymore on a personal note because I want more than minimum wage and more than what the company says I am worth to them. I have reached a point where I can say I won't allow someone else to put a tag on me and say this is what I think you are worth, I enjoy having a little more say so in that aspect which brings me to renewing my LVN. There are only 2 states in the Union that use LVN everyone else uses LPN. Due to my current financial situation it wasn't that much better working to tell you the truth, however, now I know I need to get that license back. I have placed a donation button on my site and if you find it in your heart to donate to my cause I will really appreciate it. The total cost of my license will be $400.00, whatever you can do to help will be appreciated. I will keep the public updated with my totals and the steps I take to get this done. I thank you for your support and taking time to think of my situation and need. God bless and have a great day. Here's the link to my paypal donation or you can just check the upper left corner of the page.

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